This is the blog of two people; Jake and Bella. We are engaged and currently coping with loss and gain in our little family. We lost our twins in late 2010 when they were 22 days old, and we recently lost our baby boy at nineteen weeks along. Our little ray of sunshine is our daughter Lilly - and this is where it gets complicated. Lilly is Jake's daughter from an earlier relationship. We were recently granted full custody of her. This is a blog about having a little girl who always had nothing; and giving her everything :)